I don’t want to seem like a stalker even though I totally am.

I originally bonded with this new Stalker over many conversations about Lost, the TV show. We seemed to hit it off even though he did seem a bit neurotic and didn’t have a real job of sorts but instead had a mishmash of odd jobs – cataloging some billionaire’s books, juice truck, some retail. But whatever, to each his own. Initially I had cancelled on Stalker a few times because I was sick and not getting better. But we finally met up a few weekends ago. I was still a little sick but we met for a drink and food. He was for sure a little geeky, nice overall, but there really wasn’t any sparks there. We didn’t have much in common other than Lost. BUT he hadn’t even watched all seasons, he only started watching it THIS year bc his roommate was a fan and would have people over(!!!!!). However he really wanted to hang out again. So I had agreed to hang out the next Thursday. Wednesday came and I really didn’t feel like hanging out, so I called him to cancel. He wanted to reschedule to the weekend, I was busy, except maybe Sunday. He wanted to meet up Sunday, I asked if we could play it by ear. Sunday came, I was running around doing errands and got an email. His email asked if it was too pushy to insist on seeing me (my head is screaming YES!!!) that day. I didn’t reply. So a half hour later, he sent me a text saying he didn’t want to seem like a “stalker”….blablalba. In my head I’m thinking, but you totally are a stalker! So I told him no, I was busy running errands, I hadn’t even showered that day, it’d have to be another time. We’ll see how this all ends up, sagas are always to be continued as always!!